birthday list

had a really really wonderful day today.. you know something.. there can sooo much to a person that we dont understand.. and there's so much each person has to share.. i really really enjoyed the time i had at my friend's house.. it was just simply amazing.. and it was definitely not the works of man...

i think i really ought to spend more time with my mum and my dad.. let them know how i see things.. and let them know abt my point of view.. cant really think of what i wanna post.. got some much to say.. but cant put them in words..

yar.. shall end off here... =)

didnt post yesterday.. coz i was really really tired.. the moment i reached home yesterday... i just lie down on the sofa.. refusing to move..

i was reading a forum on a webpage just now... there's a lot of messages in that forum.. not sure whether that's a good thing a not.. lots of 2 ways interaction from cadets and instructors.. the good thing is that the cadets are voicing their opinions and i think it will help the instructors to understand them better.. however as i looked at those messages.. it really make me think how the cadets view their instructors.. maybe instructors dont mind.. afterall.. it wasnt like open defiance during course time..

this made me think abt the time when i was still going for courses.. where got such Q&A areas.. where got such webpage that tells us what time and where was our course to be held.. and when did we ever dared to say that we were sleepy in course.. perhaps we never even dare to feel sleepy in course... i dont know abt the others.. but i knew i definitely will not dare to feel sleepy coz there's so much to take note of during course sessions.. hmm.. maybe except camp.. i think it was sooo obvious that we were sleepy.. some pple slept during lectures.. 1 got scolded.. lots of them made it through..

just like what my friend say... shi dai bian le.. that's for "time have changed" cadets are behaving differently.. there's definitely out of our control.. i've got nothing to say abt that.. coz i totally agree with my friend..

i want to end off with a quote.. an original one by ME!! but cant think of anything at this moment.. probably next time... haha

still having the crazy mOod! but a little not so bad as yesterday! i am so glad that i am getting feedback from people who are viewing my homepage! thanks! i was worried abt placing a hit counter coz i think if the number jumps very fast.. it will probably be me! my last hit counter ended at 56 (i think) after being there for abt 2-3 weeks... short lifespan for my other homepage.. i think this one can last a bit longer!

still doing the cross stitch.. now a bit more skilled.. my fingers suffer lesser!! too bad for my brother, he gets less entertainment.. he never seems to be really sick except for the night before.. other than that.. he definitely seems much better than me.. still can be out at this hour... aiyaZz..

this evening was a good one.. i was doing my maths holiday assignment.. and i was enjoying grapes that had the skin peeled and the seeds removed! well.. i am aware that there's seedless grapes.. but my grandparents didnt realise that the grapes they bought had seeds till they came home and tasted it.. really enjoyed doing my assignment.. or should i say.. the grapes.. kaeZz.. i think i should go and sleep.. *niTeZ*

today i am in an extremely crazy mood!!!! havent felt this way for a lOOooOOoooOOong time... i guess it's too much cold last night... that i am a bit sick.. both physically and mentally...haha... now my brother seems soooo well.. and that i look more like the sick one... haha... well... it's a good thing.. he bought lunch for me.. picked up all the phonecalls... it's sooo fun.. haha.. told ya i am in a crazy... unsound state of mind now..

i think i better go and sleep soon... nitez...

hmm... feeling better today... laughing a bit more than yesterday.. well it's a brand new day!! Praise the Lord!! my brother is sick.. he says that he's freezing in this hot weather. i gave up my blanket.. coz he says he's cold!!

my leg hurt while i was doing my chinese paper... but now it's better.. i took painkillers. they worked.. since they are supposed to kill the pain.. i think i am getting pretty corny now.. haha...

i am doing a cross sitch now.. it's kind of like an entertainment to my family.. .they think it's better than watching a comedy.. coz it is so funny watching my prick my fingers and looking for the plasters.. it's for a friend... so i guess it's worth it...

today i am typing in short paragraphs with short sentences... it's very unlike me. i like long long paragraphs and extremely long sentences.. *weirdz*

my grandmother was very upset yesterday.. she put in so much effort to take care of my cousin.. now that she's not feeling well.. he's not even willing to come and visit her.. i should have went home straight after the chinese paper.. then i could have helped her.. so she din have to face that sort of disappointment..

i admire the woman that my grandmother.. she've got some of the qualities that as a person... i would want to have.. like going all out to help someone who is not as fortunate as her.. having a mind of her own... doing the stuff she wants to do without bothering how people look at her.. and... and... there's so much to say about her.. she's the one who instil the kind of virtue that you can find in me... *dont think too hard... i am sure u can find some in me!!*

"Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart --Psalms 37:4-5"

today hasnt been a good day... it started off fine.. but as the time fly.. things also changed. right now, i am not sure where is my mom.. she seems to have disappeared without leaving a note or anything... i cant think of any words to describe how i feel now... may God Bless u!