sighz... this place is kinda weird yah... haha... thought that after grandma is being discharged from SGH, things will get slightly better.. but that's not true.. honghui's mom, my auntie just got admitted. it's gonna be for a month in a private hospital. how are we going to get through all the bills and stuff.. and who's gonna look after my dear little hui.. it's bad.. i am getting pretty stressed up at the state the family is going through now.. uncle chuang, uncle mean, mummy have to work. grandpa is old. grandma is not well. eric and patrick are in ns. i have to go to school.. and have to work too. zhiwei is having his Os. the only one left is the one that i worry most for. honghui. she's only 10. imagine the stuff she have to go through.. i cant imagine.. what can she do?? she's always so sheltered.. all of us adored her.. and now this has to happen. hope that God will carry us through all this.. think everything sucks right now.. we just have to depend on the mercy of God... take care of us.. kaez??