birthday list

i am happy. it is nice seeing people i like. thought there's nothing much to talk about. when that happens, i will keep harping on one point over and over again till it's overused. went out with kids nic and xiangyun. ian joined us later. joshua and ian... i am no longer in denial. call me AUNTIE!!! haha. it is quite nice. got to know nic a bit more. hope to get to know more of the kids in ye. btw. it was nice meeting melissa and caleb. mel is sucha niceeeeeeeeeeeee sister. anyway. i feel very apologetic towards ben. i am a lousy mentor. sorry dude. though there's a hundred and one percent chance that you wont read this. i hate attending camp meetings. not because of you lah. but there's some people that irks me. it pains me to say that. we're kinda in a church where we ought to be loving. i love my last committee. thanks sarah, ian, joshua, shu, rachel, amanda, melissa, joseph, moses, gerald, cheeseng, rongchang, shuling, jon, nicholas, doris. you guys are seriously the best committee i worked with, despite the screw ups. but i dare say you are the one committee that i genuinely loved everyone.

i have a hard time making conversations. and it's killing me. talking to someone on the phone, or in person for more than two minutes is difficult for me. except maybe lene, and denise =) i was on the phone with uncle william, could hear that he is trying very hard to say something. haha. same goes today. shant name names. haha. by the end of two sentences i was struggling to say something novel and interesting and entertaining which of course didnt make it. that is one reason why though i tell myself everyday that i have to call my buddy but never does. not once. haha. do they have courses for making conversations? we cant possibly ask how's the weather all the time or how are you doing for the whole conversation. cant think on my feet for such stuff. help me someone. hahaha. had fun today. really. but my handphone is not working. sighz. dont call. me will be off for camp.

hope i have managed to bluff angie and jf into coming to sembawang which is so close to the campsite that i will be in. hehe. sounds evil. to quote from jf, do you see wings on me?? haha.

had some good ideas for christmas gift. hope i have enough money. it is not for everyone though. this year. i promised myself that i will only give christmas gifts, cards, whatever, to people that i really want to give to. no more like last year or the previous years, where i had to give a card to everyone though i have nothing more than... have a great christmas to say. i wanna make those people who receive stuff from me to really know that it's meant for them. yea! hope i put my ideas into action.

lots of undue stuff. i will do it tonight. have to. they are
1. tomorrow's camp posters
2. gb tshirt design. i cant live with the one i did. by tonight too.
3. gige christmas gift
4. denise christmas gift
5. everyone's christmas gift
6. continuation of t.h.e.g.a.n.g. stuff. i am too slow on that
7. my buddy christmas gift
8. my webby's design
9. my namecard
10. buy a cd for my mama for christmas
11. give tuition coz i need lots of money to buy christmas gift
12. be faithful in quiet time
13. last but not least. be joyful always.

i am smiling. things have been going on fine. and i dont mean camp. i am going for camp again tomorrow. this time, it's children again.

camp was pretty fine. quite boring so to speak. didnt get to know anyone. quite a pity.

choir practice was hilarious. haha. i forgot my part already. poor mel, myrtle and ian. they tried so hard to teach us to sing. but sadly only a handful of people turned up. sarah, evangeline, shirley, ben, nicholas, moses. but i think it is easier to be closer in a small group. and looking at our standard, i think it's easier to start in a small group.

i am going to watch a movie. my second movie this year. sounds pathetic. but i am a poor design student. haha. hope it will be a good time of fellowship and bonding. and hope that ian is having fun at sentosa. dont get chao ta hor.

i received an email that made me smile a little more. it is from that kid nicholas from the previous camp i came back from. it's so lovely to be remembered.

i promised myself a couple of things.

Psalm 91
by Lincoln Brewster

I won't be afraid anymore
Of the terrors by night
Or the arrow that flies by day
And though a thousand may fall
At my side
And though ten thousand may fall
In Him I'll put all my trust

CHORUS
He who dwells in the secret place
Of the Most High
Shall abide in the shadow
He who dwells in the secret place
Of the Most High
Shall abide in the shadow

I will hide in Your wings always
Your angels stand by to keep me
In all my ways
And though a thousand may fall
At my side
I will say in Him I trust

(Repeat chorus)

And though a thousand may fall
At my side
And though ten thousand may fall
I will say of the Lord
That in Him I put all my trust

(Repeat chorus)

going to look for some lunch. be joyful always =)

time flies by so fast.

lots of overdue items.

will you stop for me. just this once