i am supposed to sleep now. considering that i have school tomorrow. nine. with hon. environmental design. haha. sorry hon. but i didnt do your homework. you didnt come last week, remember? so i dont know what you want us to do. nobody wants to explain either. i am sorry. sorry. please be funny tomorrow. i mean later. i look forward to seeing you.

i never had a curfew. haha. no specific bedtime eversince i was ten. i feel that i was missing out on something. haha. i remember missing cheeyong's class - product and advertising photography. i called my mom and she asked do i need an excuse letter. haha. she's always so nice. she doesnt mind me missing school sometimes. and the reason why i missed school that day was because i reached home real late after going for a drink session with my friends. not that i was drunk, but it was my first drink. couldnt get used to it. i promised her i wont drink anymore, at least not on a weekday.

since i am not sleeping. i am supposed to do my work. but laziness has set in and i cant be bothered. and i cant find the work anyway. BINA!!! i cant find the online assignment. i've been trying to do my assignments, but no ideas, no inspirations, no motivations, just a lot of excuses for not doing them.

i will find time to do them. at least before chinese new year. hon's not having class on tuesday. and the following monday. thanks dude! really need the time!

everybody thinks being a design student means no stress. HEY WE STUDY TOO!! it's not that easy lah. we make it look easy, that's all.

cell group was bad today. i was really lousy. real bad. no questions, no directions, i dont know what are we supposed to do. i enjoyed the sharing/sermon, whatever you call it, but come discussions, i dont know what to do. we all have our own agendas, that's all i can say.

i am broke. haha. i gave the photos to the people i took for fashion statement. it will cost money to replace the photos but i really enjoyed some of the reaction i got. some were shocked, some were thankful, some looked really cute, some like it. it made me pleased, yah, even though who said nothing at all. haha. HEY TO THOSE WHO SAID NOTHING, THANK ME!! hahaha.

some people told me i sounded mad in my blog. haha. hahahaha. i am. i am so stressed from school and the multitude of work that i have. but i enjoy serving, that's why i am still there. tell me if it gets worse kaez. coz maybe i need to seek professional help.

next week is games. i hate games day. i dont like to lose everytime. i never won at games. haha. you may say, losing is inevitable, there can only be one winner, blah blah blah. i know all those stuff, but i have been losing for years!! hahahahaha. i am okay. will go down, coz i want to show my support for the BB who's doing games. we shall all go down for games!!!

i was throwing away stuff from my room. i looked through letters and notes and cards from my juniors. haha. they are soo cute. some used cute little names to write to me, and i never got round to knowing who they actually are. haha. i wrote alot of those, and i wonder how they felt when they recieved something from me. i only wrote to a senior. huiping ma'am. she's so cool. she supported man u and boyzone. haha. and each time i got something from her, it's so exciting, till one letter got confiscated by my horrid english teacher. cant bear to throw those, so they are still in the box.

i forsee lunch time being spent in the com lab tomorrow. sighz.

it's monday and between one to three, people will get "harassed" by my horrid sms again. coz it's ComDA. hahaha. reply kaez, people, coz it's real boring in there.

some people are not happy. i am quite upset because of that. some people read my blog. i am really amazed by that. leave some comments. let me know you are here. =) really. i wont bite you. haha.

will make my kids learn to play the piano. haha. i wanna learn too!! but doreen seems busy. anyone taking students for free?? at no charge?? i promise to work very hard. and be good. call me and let me know. i will love you lots!!

will call my kid once the chinese new year hols are over. feel like a leech taking pocket money from mom. she needs the tuition anyway. and i am not increasing my fees, despite the increase in gst. i love her lah. haha.

i bought hairpins yesterday. and i am going to cut my hair today!! haha. feel stupid feeling excited over such stuff. hahhahahahhaha. i am mad!!!

i saw my dad. he drove my mom back from the supermarket. it's a long time. sighz.

i am writing too much. haha. but i need to get some excuses for not submitting my work. haha.

i am looking for some people online. morris and the owner of midnightcity.cjb.net. i dont mean on friendster, but their website/blog. they are the first people i know to blog and morris is the one who introduced me to blogging though i dont think he knows it. haha. their websites totally rocks. when i saw them in the past. sighz. ian. do you know any morris?? he was from RI. one year older than me. sighz.

will sleep now. will not be late for hon's class. haha.

oh yah. terence's name has one R unlike uncle terrence, whose name has two!