i cant imagine why some people dont like eating dinner with family. haha. i just love family dinners. with my grandpa, grandma, uncles, auntie, cousins, bros... whoa! that's the only crowd i love. food wasnt that good, though it cost half of the shanghai trip i wanted to go but cant, but it was really the atmosphere that i enjoyed. haha. i am so happy! praise the Lord for families!
i agreee with my brother, as we grow older, we can drawn to home. we just wanna spend more time at home, with family, with the people we love. i learnt two things today. 1. teochew yusheng doesnt taste as fun as the cantonese kind 2. i learnt to walk slower. pray for sarah please. she's not feeling well. a bit of sore throat and a fever.
i think the picture cant be seen. forgive me. i am just not wise in such stuff. if you really want to see the picture, which actually is nothing exciting, you can leave your email add and i will email ya the picture.
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the picture is here instead.
weekend starts today. a little upset at the thought of long weekend. i wanna go use the school library. lunch tomorrow anyone? at bugis. have you ever secretly wished that someone knows your name but dread the moment when he/she called it? what irony. haha early dinner then off to a meeting in church =)
disclaimer: this is a highly narrative and boring post. please do not read if you do not have time. haha
haha. i think i am complaining too much on my blog. but haha. at least it's a more positive way of letting off steam compared to drug abuse. killing, stealing. haha. i like writing. a pity i cant write well. at least i am reading. haha. i hope i can write better and can comprehend music a bit and learn french and do a better job in design, haha. i am so greedy. anyway. to matthias. no you are not evil. it's our fault. we took it for granted that you would do the job. so it's okay. i dont blame you. but how do you contact a person when you dont have the person's contacts. face it, not everybody wants YOUR number. and no, i wasnt delibrately ignoring you. i really didnt know you were talking to me. if you know my name, then call me by name. or a EY would be better than you just blurting out talking. haha. to terence. hey i am okay with working with my group. it's really tough to smile when your head is spinning around and your stomach hurts. so try to understand. even if you put me in charmaine's group, i will still submit and work, because i know how to put personal feelings away from work. that's professionalism aint it? haha. i am grown up =) anyway. terence didnt wear his cute short weird grey pants, the one that i like him wearing so much. haha. maybe he will wear them tomorrow. haha. but it's so cheesy to see him wearing the same shoes as a student. kinda liked those shoes, but wont get them, coz it feels so much like trying to get into that crowd. cheeyong popped by in his class again. i wonder does he get pissed off. i hope not. hopefully. hon is not funny today. hahaha. sighz. well he cant be funny all the time. he needs to teach. he taught for 2h25min today. the longest lecture i sat through. even mama chan cant talk that much. helmut newton died in a car accident. sighz. i remembered our second class with terence, he was still emphasizing that he is a alive person. what irony. many might not like him for his erotic style he has, but at least he had his own style and now his legacy, how many photographers can do that. i am puzzled, which old man in the right frame of mind still want to drive at 83? if i am that old and as filthy rich as him, i'll rather be chauffered around. hahaha. kaez. think my mum is soundly asleep. better get to doing my work. and yea, i finished bina's online assignment and i got 180 out of 200. for shu and sarah.. if you wanna see what i did for your feet. here's it. hope ya like it =)
am upset now. i cant agree with everything of a person, but i cant express myself to let that person know. i think games day would have been more successful if we were more spontaneous. thank you junyi and cell! some people dont like straight-in-the-face comments. you dont mind doesnt mean they dont mind. i dont know them, maybe you feel that you know them better. but take a look at their faces, maybe we can offer something more. sighz. in case anyone wants to criticise me, take note. i hate it when you tell me straight in the face. i appreciate things subtle. but i take it quite well even if you are direct. haha. i remember YMC 2002 day one night, when someone came up to me to tell me i was wrong before debrief. i knew it already, and hearing from someone made it feel even worse. it made me feel bad the whole camp. haha. i bet the person dont remember.
sighz. i hate it when people dont reply sms. do they only reply when they ask for something? that's so.. ermz.. i dont know.. irritating? like the world owes them. i will not be bothered by these people anymore, coz i made up my mind to keep my phone at home. nobody looks for me anyway. 'cept for grandma and mum. and the lovely message from denise this morning. haha. if it's something stupid like, "how's ur day" which i usually send out (and i do like sending those messages coz it's really interesting to see how people reply), and then you ignore it, i dont really mind, coz you probably got something more important to do than to reply shirley's message. sighz. i hate my phone sometimes. it doesnt seem to serve it's function of connecting people. it's just for my friends who are late for school to message me so that i can tell the lecturer that they'll be late, or they will be late meeting me for lunch, or to borrow stuff using my card. it's kinda like a recording machine. serves no function other than keeping messages. sighz. dont message me. i know you wont. sighz. i am not in the right frame of mind. boo!  |
