hasnt been a good week i guess.
but nonetheless, i am thankful for the things that happened and didnt happen. michelle.. thank you for being so kind.
you know the feeling of wanting to disappear from the face of this world?
i do. cheers
we did street casting for fashion imaging today. it's so tiring. we went around tampines looking for people who we feel we could use in a levi's ad. we got a few, but not enough. goodlooking people seems to have disappeared. haha. most that we approached allowed us to take their pictures and they so readily left their numbers. quite interesting i feel. there is this 17 year old girl that i feel she was so suitable if we were to do a levi's ad. thought she's so cool!
i lost my phone again. and i am not taking it very well. i feel like an idiot now. losing two wont be getting one too soon. there's just too many things to buy this semester. maybe i shouldnt have made fun of james. i saw james. the cute little drummer from the chinese cong. i think he doesnt remember me but he's just sooooooo cute. hahaha. things have not been going well. but i will not despair, for the Lord is good, and His love will bring me through. =) for those coming to my school open house. hmm... seems that you wont be able to call me. but i think you will most prob be able to find me at the entrance of the design school. if not my studio is on the fifth floor. my desk has my name on it. leave a note there and i will call you then =) the pictures for the street cast sux. i cant take good pictures for nuts sake. but go check out djulian's stuff. he takes the nicestest pictures.
the steadfast love of the Lord never ceases
His mercies never come to an end they are new every morning, new every morning great is Thy faithfulness great is Thy faithfulness i finally found the disclipine to do my quiet time in the morning. it always make me more focused for the day, living a better day =) lecturers seem to know that i havent been doing my work. hon called off the critique this morning, giving us one more week. i managed to escape bina's class after taking my attendance. she said bye to us with a smile as we left her class. prepress brief will come only tomorrow. terence is not doing studio photography, so we dont have to show the lighting assignment. we'll be doing street photography in tampines. peggy cancelled tomorrow's class. haha. feel a little more relaxed now. that's school. long weekend is not long this week. been tasked to help out for open house. a little promotion, tp open house is 12-14 feb. from 12noon onwards. come take a look a TDS, it will be an enriching experience. so if you know me and is coming, give me a call, i will buy you a drink =) 60c ribena anyone? ian, if you come on thu/fri, i will buy you coffee from the cafe, othe cafe doesnt open on saturday. i have decided to help my friend get his girl. so he wont be dateless this valentine day. sighz. for this, i have to wake up extra early. to ricky, dont worry, i wont call you nu ren tomorrow *grinz* am supposed to select my attachment company soon. Student Internship Programme (SIP) that's the name of the attachment. must do up my portfolio, call for an interview, buy new clothes *grinz* the company blue beetle attracted me. the name is just so cool i feel. that's my first choice. quite pathetic, i chose my SIP company based on the name. see, that's the importance of a name. hahha. i am going mad. btw i have been jobless since Christmas. and i need to get a job from now to mid april. any lobangs? i will be very hardworking. i am starting piano lessons on friday. it's getting me really excited. i wanna learn music. i wanna play for God. i will take my time to learn. i hope i dont kill my teacher in the meantime. hahhaa. it's a favour from doreen. am really really thankful for her and rongchang. they have been great mentors. hope one day i will be as good a mentor as them. this is a long and senseless post, but nonetheless, it made me a happier person.
i was thinking to myself the other day. maybe laughter and joy dont belong to me. sunshine seems to have disappeared and i lost the reason to smile. things happen for a reason, but i cant comprehend the reasons behind so many incidents. have we lost the ability to love the lost? are we so caught up with ourselves and the ones that love us? i dont know. maybe. maybe not.
denise.. i miss ya!  |