another crazy week.

the bitch's back to rant. *grinz*

i was talking to my brother last week. the words he used were very harsh. but i deserved it. it felt quite sad that that's how my family think of me. sighz. i guess i was too caught up with how my results will be. the way he put it seems like i sold my soul to the devil. it was very scary. but he's right and i cant deny it. i dont what's wrong lately. results, good results to be exact feels very very important. i just want to do better than other people. i am caught up with everyone's progress and failed to notice that my progress with God aint very well. i cant help but not feel at peace with myself. it's the stuff that kenneth shared with me before and uncle david warned before i started school two years back. a short talk in the middle of the night jolted me up, brought me back to earth, made me realise what i can forgo but what i have to hold on even if it costs my life.

it's the term break. hols. but went to school for two days to do the fashion shoot, one day to return equipment, then another one for a lousy talk by a concerned lecturer.

lousy.

i finished the singapore youth chinese orchestra logo design. it was a one day effort. but i was quite pleased. if i win a thousand dollars, i will go indulge in ice cream!! hard to find cheap and good ice cream these days. either that, i was too young to tell what's good ice cream then. hahaa.

some bitch took my proxy card and not return it and came late for a meeting, that left me stranded outside the studio at nine am in the morning. crap. i fell asleep leaning on a pillar. then someone came and saved me from that misery. thanks kelvin!! like i said, opening a door is no big deal, but you really made my day! i gave him a card that morning. feels so weird, coz i dont know him and it's so embarassing. guess what i did? i gave it to him in the darkroom. hahaha. some of the lights were spoilt so that day it was darker than usual. i gave him the card to his amazement and quickly left. hahaha. i feel so dumb now. i ALWAYS do stupid things in the darkroom. hahaha.

oh. today's the release of o levels results. those i asked and replied did quite well. very well actually. thank God for good results!

sarah called. those who didnt reply my message did well too. i feel so happy for them. =)

nothing much. feeling quite happy. good dinner makes me happy especially when you had a week of late nights, early mornings, little sleep, skipped meals. yah. it makes me smile when dinner is good. i reckon dinner will be better over the weekend.

yea!