gloomy is the person who has no hope in the heart. and i think blessed is the one who knows the power for her is greater, much greater than the one against her. the last post was a happy one. dont ya feel it? thank you for helping me realise that God has His plans. thank you jf, i am a happier person already. how about you? is studying for the final exams more stressful than usual? take care of yourself. will be supporting you morally. jia you ah! pa pa!! my mel mum must jia you too!!

no beer the next time round. esp. on an empty stomach. thought they were going for dinner. turned out to be at riverside point for happy hour. but poor eng kee. i knew you will lose to the two old people. i think they were drinking beer while you are still drinking milk loh. hahhaa. anwayz. glad that evelyn ma'am didnt see my empty mug/glass/cup. and thank you mingzong sir for all the unfunny stuff. esp. the knocking of glass. i think they have plans to drink after WRCD. no drinks for me! i am going for WRCD too. as the VC's PA. think it will be quite slack. i hope.

my mum is fed up with the blue nails. everyone thinks that they are strange. either that or they think i am hiao. but never mind. i was just having fun with myself. got to get rid of them before tomorrow. kenneth says i must set good example to the younger ones. i think blue nails are not good example. i think i need to do some stuff for YE.. but i dont know what. sounds a little like.. ermz.. haha.

i kinda like the reshoot results. though not bizarre. but still. it's not too bad. thank you God.

next week is my birthday. haha. april babies rock!! i forsee what's going to happen. i will finish my last submission for the week, head down to my grandma's house, fall into a deep slumber, wake for dinner then head home. haha. it's exactly the same stuff i did last year. hahaha. and the project last year that i handed in was VISUAL COMMUNICATION PROJECT ONE and guess what, this year, it is VISUAL COMMUNICATION PROJECT TWO. hahaha. i progressed. like my age. 18. then 19. soon to be 20. birthdays are no longer special. especially when you spent 19 long years. perhaps a little like what edgy said. when you are old, birthdays are more special coz you are already counting the years down. and i think when you are young, you will be more excited coz you are counting up and it's supposedly fun to grow up. but when you reach 17, it's so unexciting coz it's the same every year. ahahhahaha. maybe if you make a little effort this year, i will be a little happier. but, nah. i think you wont. so it's okay. i will just be in my slumber again. please do not call me during that time. i wont pick up the phone. hahahhaa. i am mad. like tianyu blogged. it's SIM. stress induced madness. read his blog about killing hon. i totally agree.

money is an issue lately.

will sleep now. wakey up early tomorrow.

dear God, please take care of all the people i love and care for. those who are studying for exams. those who are training for matches. those who are sick, esp jingmei. those who are not at home now. amen.

tomorrow's easter. it's not about bunnies and eggs. it's about Jesus. He's alive!!