damn. i cant finish my work. due today at five. hahaha. i am so dead.
received a very cheesy phone call. but thanks
. i appreciate the thought.
forgot. either that, it doesnt mean that much now. quite a disappointment. will be waiting.
sorry for two posts in a day. not very healthy. means i am wasting too much time. anywayz. still happy with
terence's comments. hahaha. it was not all that positive. but.. sighz.
anywayz. back here to say
I AM SORRY. i didnt mean to be sarcastic. i read the news only in the evening.
lalala. my granduncle's in singapore for a short while. nice to see him again. i think my grandpa's very happy to see his brother. i will be happy to see my brothers if they stay so far away.
a schoolmate talked to me for a while. i was rather shocked and became speechless as usual. haha. i am not a good
conversationist. is there such a word? but i am a good listener. i dont mind listening. but i cant talk properly. haha.
i think i am not so passionate about red cross anymore. quite sad. lots of changes since i was a kid. but to quote
rongchang who quoted someone.
changes are not tragic, losing the passion is. passion. difficult word to understand. in my conversation with my schoolmate, passion came up so many times. the only thing i did was to nod. think he finds me stupid. hahahhaha. well. i am lah. i always dont try to encourage people from joining red cross.. especially people that i really love. then
fiona told me she joined red cross. hahaha. i almost fell off my chair. i am glad i was not a chair then. but oh well.. fiona, you can always come look for me if you need help in red cross. i know my footdrill, evac, first aid, red cross knowledge pretty well. hope to see ya in hq activities soon.
do work
found a new place to print my stuff. the place's real cool. and now i realise it's not only me, but everyone who's at the print shop hopes that the other person printing is going back to school. why? share cab lah. i made one new friend that way leh. hahaa.
dear God, you have been a great God. thank you for showing mercy and kindness.
terence has been kind. i went to submit my work thinking that he wont look at it in front of me, but it ended up he forbid me to leave until he saw the pieces. he asked whether i liked my work and i was speechless as usual in front of him. haha. he answered for me. i could have done better. he looked at my work and sighed. he said, yah. you can do much better. but it was not all that negative. he said i had clever use of lights and i had the potential. i think he meant just a little bit of potential. but it's good enough for me. haha. all i needed was better styling and accessories. yeah for God. yeah for terence. yeah for shirley. i just hope he can overlook a bit of the mistake i made. hahahhaha.
thank God!! being patient and praying for God's time is really impt. all glory goes to God. coz He made things the way it is!
