good dinner!!!
ate a lot. everyone was staring at me eating the last piece of crab. wow! got back kinda late. was out with my cousin and bro. you may think that twelve is early but my little cousin is not even twelve years old. hahas. i love the turkish icecream man. he makes me smile and i hope that he is having fun selling icecream. i think that little kid is really cute too. he was drooling all the way. hahhas. i was too engrossed in the game i forgot to pick up my stuff. i better do it tomorrow, if not lotsa people gonna kill me. i will do the thing i hate most now before i do my work. let us take time to love. Household of Faith Here we are, at the start, Committing to each other By His word and from our hearts, We will be a family In a house that will be a home, And with faith we'll make it strong. We'll build a household of faith, That together we can make, And when the strong winds blow, It won't fall down. As one in Him we'll grow, And the whole world will know, We are a household of faith. Now to be a family, We've got to love each other At any cost unselfishly; And our home will be a place That fully abounds with grace, A reflection of his face. We'll build a household of faith, That together we can make, And when the strong winds blow, It won't fall down. As one in Him we'll grow, And the whole world will know, We are a household of faith.
i am angry at ourselves. how can we allow ourselves to behave in that way. for those who didnt. i am proud of you as you have shown maturity beyond your age.
we were talking about happy family at work. i think i have a happy family. i think it's not how much the family have that makes it happy but rather how much are we willing to committ to the family. are we going to bear grudges and be angry? or are we willing to forgive? are we willing to give time to talk and to foster relations? i think this applies to many many types of relationship. woohoo~ weekend never tasted so good before. i slept so late. till ten plus. but intern*shirley got lots of work to do over the weekend. i asked my colleagues whether they will be suspicious if i go to the toilet for a long time.. they asked why. i said, to sleep. they laughed. and they say they do that. why didnt my CD say this to me, If you're sleepy and feel like taking a nap, please go ahead. because when you're sleepy you're not productive so you might as well go take a nap.? jerry's CD told him that. hahas. they really call me baby at the workplace. it's so cute. i dont remember my mum calling me that even. or they call me stuff like the little ah girl.. coz the other intern is ah girl. it feels so different from the YE, where the people call me auntie shirley. haha. i kinda wanted to go to the library today. but i forgot it's public holiday. it's okay.. will collect stuff from lawrence sir's house. but first.. draw money and eat lunch. since i am at jerry's blog. .here's goes some entertainment.. "I'm on the TOPO the world and looking dau au creeation un deee oni explaination ake fain Is the lofu that i foul apple sinsyuu been around Yiour lofu's put me at the TOPO the world I'm on the TOPO the world.." This is how japanese sing Carpenter's "TOPO the World" hahahs. i cant wait for dinner time. i love seafood. i am so mad at someone. i dont understand anything at all in your email. really. perhaps you should use your brains to think. sighz. 7 weeks without counting weekends is just 35 days right? WOOHOO~
i am thankful that we are all willing to talk. haha.
love one another. cheers. woohoo~ i wont fall down again. i bought a pair of flip flops for 15bucks *sssh. and i am feeling the pinch now. *ouch. fell down today while playing with edwin. was wearing socks and thus it was slippery. clumsy me. glad that i didnt make a hole on the floor. hahas. brenda's gonna leave the company. she's so nice. like the rest of the people there. they are so funkeh. people, you rock! ladeedar. but i dont wanna go to work. sighz.
ladeedar~ i am not angry. not upset. not disappointed anymore.
i am just super hungry. people at the workplace rocks. rowena*senior accounts executive edwin*copywriter brenda*senior graphic designer junnie*graphic designer juann*senior intern coreen*boss cum creative director shirley*intern i am like picking up more calls than doing design today coz there's so many interviewees calling. and most of them are so uncool. and we bitch around while they are having interviews. not bitch lah. but have fun. haha. edwin and brenda are kinda sick. get well soon~ they are all very nice. but i feel that we are doing unexciting things at the office. quite sad. the interviewees are pathetic. they dont even make it a point to find out where is the place and some of them even call to ask for directions. come on lah. you expect to be hired like that. what does it show? lack of initative. no interest. one of them even asked for cold water leh. hahahahhaa. they are just so funny. went shopping today again. bought nail polish. hehe. wanted to stay on to do work but rowena was like, girl ah.. go home. no need to stay back one. so i left. brenda is like so super cool. and she's the nicestest brenda i know. and she's like very encouraging. she's kinda like peggy. and what amazes me more is like she turned up in berms and sandals. and the first thing she said to me was, intern? haha. she calls me intern so juann gets back her name. haha. work is tiring. be nice to your mum or dad or brother or sister or uncle or auntie who comes back from work coz it's very very tiring.
i think we all had been very angry. but guys, sort it out kaez. dont keep this anger. talk to someone, put yourself in their shoes, pray about it, dont let this anger make you sin. i am not sure what i have blogged is right.. but i trust that you guys are discerning people and i pray that God will put in you wisdom and guidance to make correct judgements and form correct opinions. someone will deal with this whole thing, whether is it on the chinese cong side, or on our side. i think we are all unhappy because we cared about the outcome of that day. i think we are are unhappy because we kinda rushed into things, didnt we? we were so quick to dismiss some people and accept some people but in the end, whose joy did we share? and who bore the unhappiness with us? maybe we should take time to consider what's important and what is really important is where have we placed God in this whole situation. God is love and He forgave us our sins and the rest of the story, i am sure i dont have to share. we all know it. all the way from we were little ones.
dear God, it's so difficult to forgive especially when we feel that we are right. but God, we may not be. and who are we to judge who is right or wrong, for we will be judged before you eventually. God, grant us understanding and forgiveness, to be forgiven and to forgive. and to behave in a Christlike manner because we want to be testimonies for you and we want to exalt you with our actions. dear God, for those having exams, be with them as they do their revision, grant them strength and concentration to study long hours and not be distracted. grant them Your wisdom and be merciful in Your will towards their results. pray that we do all things for the glory of Yours. dear God, there are always people we love and is close to. i pray that you keep them safe and for those who are unwell, pray that you will place Your healing hands upon them. and make the family strong so that they will be able to care for those who are sick. thank you God. Amen.
desperate situation calls for desperate measures
please do not link this page. thank you very much. for amanda, ian, shu, mel, char, rach, josh.... it's okay. i just dont want my juniors to know. that's just too freaky.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEDGES!!
this is the last of the birthday greetings. i am kinda angry with myself. raaaaaaaa* i am so stupid. anyway, i am glad that you like it though it's not complete. thank you shu. for being so nice =) thank you uncle william and auntie josephine for the book. will read it. think rev soon got irritated by us. all the latecoming and stuff. i am a jinx. dont have me on your team and i am sure you guys will do better. yoz ye peeps, i think you guys did so well today. am so proud of you. felt so good laughing and having fun with the kids. i am so hungry. they didnt keep any cake for me. sighz. they always forget about me. moses, i dont mean to irritate you with this. but if you are coming next week and have found the keys, will you please bring it? i think cheeseng is mad at me. i am like a tshirt design churning machine. haha. another three is out. hahaa. told ya i will make for you guys. be patient. next week. hehe. tomorrow is the start of the attachment and i am like.. so nervous. ****... i think my mum is a very good mum, and cook and everything else. and if any of you is wondering why shu gets the tshirt first.. it is because she's my buddy and i am only free this week so i made hers first. kaez people.. dont get jealous.. i love you guys lots. *hUgs i really havent practised for a long time. oh no. i am tired. i cant see my blog. if you can. could you email me and tell me. i can see it already. thought there's something wrong. to the little ones who are having exams.. study hard. will keep ya'll in prayer. i got something just right for cass and li en. i am so excited. haha anyways. a little publicity for paul's blog. it looks a little weird though. it is at crossby.blogspot.com. this is for rach. i love you girl. ÔõôÒþ²Ø Îҵı¯ÉË Ê§È¥ÄãµÄµØ·½ ÄãµÄ·¢Ïã É¢µÄ´Òæ ÎÒÒѾ¸ú²»ÉÏ ±ÕÉÏÑÛ¾¦ »¹ÄÜ¿´¼û ÄãÀëÈ¥µÄºÛ¼£ ÔÚÔ¹âÏ һֱÕÒÑ° ÄÇÏëÄîµÄÉíÓ° Èç¹û˵·ÖÊÖ ÊÇ¿àÍ´µÄÆðµã ÄÇÔÚÖÕµã֮ǰ ÎÒÔ¸ÒâÔÙ°®Ò»±é ÏëÒª¶ÔÄã˵µÄ ²»¸Ò˵µÄ°® »á²»»áÓÐÈË ¿ÉÒÔÃ÷°× Îһᷢ×Å´ô È»ºóÍü¼ÇÄã ½Ó׎ô½ô±ÕÉÏÑÛ Ïë×ÅÄÇÒ»Ìì »áÓÐÈË´úÌæ ÈÃÎÒ²»ÔÙÏëÄîÄã Îһᷢ×Å´ô È»ºó΢΢Ц ½Ó׎ô½ô±ÕÉÏÑÛ ÓÖÏëÁËÒ»±é ÄãÎÂÈáµÄÁ³ ÔÚÎÒÍü¼Ç֮ǰ ÐÄÀïµÄÑÛÀá Ä£ºýÁËÊÓÏß ÄãÒÑ¿ì¿´²»¼û you gotta put your text encoding (View) to chinese simplified. wont update till you see this okay rachel? i feel that conversation is so superficial now. i shall talk to myself more. ohmygosh. i think i was concentrating too much on the girls captain's ball game today that i forgot to pop over to the boy's side. i hope we improved relations instead of straining relations. we won one and lost one right? i hope so. but the boys. the boys. are they okay? i was reading ben's blog and it feels that they are all ready to fight. we do not want to revert back to old times. it's really no fun. perhaps you guys are too young to know what was before. perhaps i aint that clear myself. but seeing youths get together for God is truly amazing and dont spoil that just because of one game. did anyone insult james? or whack joshua? ohmygosh. i am getting so bothered by it. sighz. will look for someone to talk this out. will you tell me if you know anything. wait. i will take back what i said. perhaps we shouldnt have combined games day. perhaps we should have debrief. you cant blame the young people. they are just so eager to win. cant they just take it more positively. we are not responsible for everything. why do you miss out on the things we did nice to you. i think you are really unfair. and i will stick out for the YE people like how you would to your brothers. i would stand on the side of the YE. i will not be objective because you cant see objectively anymore. i will pray. i am so mad now. wasnt it all out of goodwill that we are playing together. you just cant blame us for everything. this is really bad. BAD. perhaps we are all angry. i dont know what i am talking about anymore. i will just miss games day like i used to do. like in the past where i will skip games day and stay at home with my mom. maybe it's like titus. haha. that slacker. he left just before games started today. sighz. i will just watch tv and sleep and go to work tomorrow.  |