and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ.
.
oh man. thank God for her.
she's sucha lovely woman.
old post.
ok. i am not really in love with anyone. it was just an outward expression of joy. i just fell in love again with the good Lord, who's been so merciful and graceful to me. despite the bad week, the little joy He puts makes me fall in love with Him over and over again. i fell in love with the song, as we worship you, because as we worship, we not only bring the lost and broken to Him, but we ourselves remember that we were once broken but saved now. i fell in love with terence's cameras. they are just so amazing. and i want some too. i fell in love with djulian's surprise birthday party because i never had one before, but i remembered the sweetness i felt when i celebrated mine. i fell in love terence's sense of humour and his weird short grey pants and his kindness to me. i fell in love with alternative process because it meant defying conventions and creating what's mine. i fell in love with the time that i spent laughing so hard in the darkroom with cheeyong and terence and the rest of the class. i fell in love with fashion photography because it's so beautiful. i fell in love with the moment i met my best friend after so long. i fell in love knowing someone loves me!
old post. hahs. the post that got people thinking i was crazy.
today. i disagreed.
today. someone stole my words.
today. i am angry at someone.
today. someone got on my nerves.
today. i decided that if i cant do it, i wont criticise.
today. i laughed but felt like crying inside.
today. i decided i hated
boss through and through.
today. i want to thank
sarah.
today. i held
amandas hand. it's a long time since i held hands.
today.
rachel hugged me.
today. i realised that theres more to love than love for man.
today. i think
mel sang
every move i make very nicely.
today. i realised that i never fitted into any of the worlds that i drew.
today. i drew an ugly world but its the most beautiful world imaginable. because God's world is glorious.
today. i realised that i probably dont like someone that much.
today. i think i ought to get a haircut or comb my hair before i go out.
today. i am so mad that i forgot to do something for yingsheng.
today. i know that i want to go for the rehearsal on sunday but i cant.
today. i miss
juann because she is not at work. but i will never miss boss.
today. i still remember the lovely treat from
ro,
junie and
ed. and the lousy steak.
today. i was looking forward to your letter and that familiar handwriting but it never came.
today. i decided once and for all that i hate your emails because i can never understand what you want to say.
today. i disagree with adults and fall in love with young people.
today. i ask. do you love me?
ps.
amanda. friday is old peoples gathering. i am sorry but you are too young to qualify. hahas. i am just kidding. love ya.
*grins
Every Move I Make
Words and Music by David Ruis
Every move I make, I make in You
You make me move, Jesus
Every breath I take, I breathe in You
Every step I taken I take in You
You are my way.
Every breath I take, I breathe in You
La, la, la, la
Waves of mercy
Waves of grace
Everywhere I look I see Your face
Your love captured me
O my God, this love
How can it be?
How can it be?
Oh, that this God would love me, love me
How can it be?
© 1996 Mercy/Vineyard Publishing
post. courage is kinda hard to find eh? sorted out a lot of stuff.
this is for
rach: ALL THE BEST GIRL!! YOU GOTTA GIVE YOUR BEST SHOT AND I WILL BE PRAYING FOR YA!!
for
martin: heya, i am still not sure how you hurt yourself but take care kaes and listen to the doc. and keep your arm elevated!
for
shu,
li en,
mel,
amanda,
cass,
char.. : i love you guys.
for my
bro, happy belated birthday.
for
huijuan,
ian,
sarah,
josh,
moses,
shuying: dont say i didnt remind you guys, its seven at plaza singapura on friday. message me to tell me if you are coming.
for
da jie jie: heys i dont need to hang out with ya on friday after work. because i found people that i like to be with on a friday evening. thanks anyways.
for
mama: thankies for cleaning my room.
for
da jie: dont buy tofu for me kaes. because its so expensive.
for
lene: whether or not that kid can make it, we need to hang out sometimes.
for
juann: i will miss ya when you dont work at sixteenotwo.
for
aunite doris: i miss ya. havent seen ya for so long.
for
debra: i forgot all the bangs and boos stuff, but at least now i remember how to play the E for
from the rising of the sun. you rock babe. and thanks for the bag too.
some people dont understand what i have been trying to say and its tiring.
i know this is discouraging. but i thought i will leave too. its been weighing me down for so long. but.. sighs. theres so much i hold on to..
i cried today. because i didnt know how to react to the greatness of my God but to humble myself in awe of Him. my ears didnt seems to hear, but my heart was touched. i feel myself being broken down to feel the awe of God.
