giges met up today. laughs. i had fun. we all did, i suppose. i am not so sure of anything nowadays but the fact that God is good is apparent.
i got the sketchbook!!! and no matter what, i will collect my mantou and buns tomorrow. otherwise i will kick up a fuss at the applecentre@orchard.
i am kinda smiling to myself now. really glad we met. its not just about the sketchbook but its really amazing how we stayed in contact through these years.
i really hate to say this but we are kinda nineteen now arent we? no longer the eighteens we wanna be. i think nineteen made us closer. i dont understand how come we are always sitting in a row. but i like the fact that we could sit anywhere and find joy in each other.
how we used to be silly cadets doing stupid things. and now we are all grown up and deciding our future. angelenes leaving and i wanna leave too. hedges started school. i hope you make friends. da jies starting school too. i am sure you will make friends. and i am still trying to make some friends in school. perhaps i am not making the effort but making friends kinda difficult for me but recently i realised that i got more than the number of friends i thought i had. like mr ng said, its really not how many friends you have, but the quality of them.
i changed the watch battery but they didnt have the strap i want. i will just wear what i wanna wear.
it forced me to make a decision. and the decision is called
. you were the one who scolded me for last minute decisions, and calling on saturday morning to get someone do stuff on sunday aint very efficient. i really kinda hate you. you cant just plonk responsibilities on people without considering how they feel and you are just like boss. doing redundant stuff. whats the point? ask yourself. i dont like being there anymore. i think its just me. people kept me there for the years i have been there, but damn, its people that is forcing me to leave. where are the people who loves the youths. not some teacher wannabe or someone who cannot understand the situtation. this is insulting, but i am not gonna care anymore.
this is sad. i dont like it. but..
heys i am gonna study later. i will be at woodlands library. i am gonna do my black box assignment and my french homework and i can do my brainstorm for crowbar and i can do some drawing. woohoo~
+boring and bored
reached class early today. but instead of going to the studio, i went to classroom. peggy came and said the classroom is changed. but silly me werent sure where is the classroom and went down to third floor all the same. couldnt remember what number, so went up to the fifth floor again to check. DG28-03-29. thats the lousy classroom that i will be in tomorrow all thanks to moses. i had a good time in class today. i like peggy. and i decided to buy that expensive sketchbook. maybe a bigger one.. but a bigger one means more expensive one. sighs. but angel's gonna contribute some, da jie might contribute, maybe you will like to contribute some too. text me if you are interested. anything from five dollars to anything else.
we were kinda doing symbols in imagery. quite scary. the illlustrations kinda freaked me out. yes peggy. the pictures are haunting me now. then we did a bit of poetry. hahahs. what mr sam said got to me and i started laughing on my own. yah. some of the class english is really not very powderful. but nobodys complaining. everyone had a good laugh. we are supposed to do illustrations for a poem and peggy hope we can write our own. but i thought that this poem is pretty and i think i might just do this. check this out:
The Gift Of Time
All I ask is for one year -
Twelve months
To watch the seasons change.
All I ask is for one month -
Four weeks
To live, love, work and play.
All I ask is for one week -
Seven days
To learn our songs by heart.
All I ask is for one day -
Twenty-four hours
To have you by my side.
All I ask is for one hour -
Sixty minutes
To dance with you again.
All I ask is for one minute -
Sixty seconds
To hear your whispers fade.
All I ask is for one second -
My chance
To say to you, "Goodbye."
ian wrote this. i think its very pretty. you can read more of his poems at http://mingledsoil.blogspot.com/
i am getting excited over expressive illustration. a pity the class is so big. its movies next week. hahahs
did anyone see the philippe starck watch. or the issey miyake one. sighs. never have that kind of money to get that kind of watch. you know. i want a watch. i havent worn a watch since lower secondary school days and i kinda miss wearing a watch. will send my watch to replace the strap and the battery and i will wear it. maybe i can do it tomorrow.
my tuition kid changed the time of the session tomorrow. maybe i can..
oh!! my seventy five bucks from hon. i called him today and he said he will return me the money. wheeeeee~ maybe i am really destined to buy that sketchbook. hahhahahahahhahahahahs. woooohoooooooOOOooooooOoO!!! i am on high again. but theres class with the bitch tomorrow. i know shes like that and she probably cant help it. but i am so gonna call her the bitch. damn.
i wanted to end with this quote. looks good. but i havent read it.
What is urgent is for us all to fight with every means at our disposal against the fact that something is becoming extinct: love. got this from the philippe starck page.
but i thought this is better.
Jesus is Lord. saw it on someones mobile phone today. how pretty
+returned
i returned before i really left because i forgot to thank someone. ser got the autograph for me! whoa~ thanks babe. love ya lots.
hehehhehehes. its been a good day if only i can start doing my homework.
+back again
hahahas. and so i am back again. reading about other peoples unhappiness makes me laugh. esp when its yours and yours. hahahhahahas. this kinda shit makes me laugh and feel really good. before you all think that i am some unfeeling idiot, please. i am not. its just that some people irks you to the core and then irritate the shit out of you. it just kinda cheers you up to know that they are not happy with each other at the moment. its just like if you really dont like me, then i fall down, you will just stand there and laugh out loud. as in, i can understand why you laugh and i wont blame. just laugh. i wont mind. so now i am laughing. hahahahhahahas. its so funny. hahahs, nobody will share this joy with me but i wouldnt want you to as well. oops. i forgot to watch tv.. argh!!!!!!
+sadist
i laugh over peoples misfortunes and find joy in knowing them.
sighs
i thought i should keep this here
one/ this really cool sketchbook from bookbinders design that cost thirty five fifty.
two/ LCA LCA LCA. i dont mind the ebay one. its lesser than half the price of a new one.
+ladeedar
when you have the choice of turning back. turn back. it usually is a better decision. i regretted when i walked forward instead of turning back.
jianfu papa is back and is back in camp again i presume.
i think i am a very sad person. i will make no attempt to be happier.
i am going shopping with my mama. hahahahas.
mama bought bread for my brekkie tomorrow.
thanks ian. now i feel more confident going for french tomorrow. thanks.
i went shopping shopping shopping. bought stuff and is happy. irritated a sales person. is happier. but hes kinda wrong in the first place and he should be glad that i didnt kick up a big fuss. hees. ok. sorry to the salespeople at muji if i have irritated you. hahas
i just feel like giving amanda a big big hug. remind me on sunday to hug all my cell group kaes. miss ya so much. but i had to leave early today.
+cont...e
thankies da jie for going out for din din with me. slow is good sometimes. like today. i am so sleepy now.
saw stuff that i liked. so in case someone loves me. i shall put them here. i want two things. please get them for me. or contribute some money to the cause.
one/ this really cool sketchbook from bookbinders design that cost thirty five fifty.
two/ LCA LCA LCA. i dont mind the ebay one. its lesser than half the price of a new one.
fashion imaging reminds me of someone. hahas. how he started his fashion statement as a kindergarden kid cutting paper to accessorise himself. you are way cool man! and i miss the old man. hahahahas
thats all i wanna say. i must stop reading my blog in the comp lab. the people i dont like uses the same comp. hahas.
i dont wanna see petersam tomorrow.
+shopping
and so i enjoyed mr sams class. hes so funny and intelligent and lorsoh. i got a headache in his class. sitting in the first row and watching him go left and right and left and right made me feel so sick. but mr sams is quite nice. he feels kinda fake today with the course manager sitting in. but some issues just have to be addressed.
some mr ho irritated me today and i snapped at him. not that i wanted to but he asked for it.
spent lots of time alone today and it feels so familiar. kinda scary. but yah. enjoyed time alone.
bought stuff today. not the sketchbook. but spent lots of money. wanted to buy a chinese cd, but decided that jars of clay is better. gonna wash my face and lie on my bed listening to joc.
i still dont know where is mantou and buns. stupid applecentre@orchard. dont buy stuff there and avoid simon tang at all cost. i warned you.
when the breeze comes, will we scatter like dandelions?
