+who has difficulties in word and powerpoint?
me! me! me! me! me! me! me! me! me! me! me! me!
i need lessons for word and powerpoint.
it took me two odd hours to do a presentation in powerpoint when i can finish it in forty five minutes in photoshop. sighs.
i am really tired. but today is packed. am going to enjoy.
a couple of people i need to thank (again)
one/ mummy dearest for waking me up this morning
two/ vivian ma'am who is getting me the microsoft office
three/ mingzong sir who passed the microsoft office to her
four/ da jie jie whos gonna pass me the adobe CS
five/ doreen!! i love you lots
six/ kinsing who left a comment! hugs to you too
seven/ the lecturer that i am starting to like. sighs.
i am still thinking about illustrations. mark ryden, renee french and peggy. hahas
going back to school. cos of my stupidity this morning.
took cab to school. feel so broke now.
+thursdays are smileys days
hahas. i love thursday. i like my lecturers on thursday.
and wow. peggys illustrations are wonderful. they are so pretty and.. i am just awed.
but this thursday is not smiley now. cos theres a huge massive project to be done and angelenes leaving tomorrow.
i have this bad habit that i need to change. i tend to go to the toilet when i hear people i dont like in the same room. signs
to angelene: i love ya lots. please take good care of yourself eh.
i still miss li en's horrid laughter.
+empty and scary
will someone leave a comment? i am tired and i need encouragements. would appreciate it lots. really tired. i miss my bed. the little chair doesnt work. its not the correct height. maybe i should get something new. sighs.
thurdays are smileys days. but its friday already
+you get on my nerves
damn. was really pissed off. i cant be bothered to entertain people and be all nice and sweet and smile at them all the time, except maybe for the few of you out there.
your incompetance irks me. and the way you want good results at other peoples expense makes you the perfect candidate for a bitch. damn.
i got two french tests back. full marks for both of them. but jerome still keeps picking on me. making me answer questions and all. it freaks me out. thanks ian. for helping with the assignment.
i finally went to see madam chan. i have been bought over. she got sugar packets for me from europe and i have no choice but to finish the crowbar thingy.
i am glad peggy didnt give work last week.
now i am thinking of getting that wacom set.
off to bed and then work really hard later
+no life and is tired
hahas. didnt manage to sleep just now. aiyos. mantous fault. hahas.
i think i better start doing work. especially the way i lost my fat arse temper, i better prove that i got stuff to show. damn the bitch.
i have no life. i have been watching trailers and dvds and advertisements. check out andre agassi american express ad. i like it lots. hahas. maybe one day i will do tvc and make big bucks and meet famous people. lets see. who do i wanna meet? how about..
i miss li en's horrid laughers
+sorry again
you know no matter what i say or do, i still love you most. dont be angry at me. i will be good.
i dont wanna do the crowbar thing this year. but i am scared to see madam chan. submission is sixteen july. damn.
and mr sam didnt collect the assignment today. damn. i redid mine in the morning in school.
its the time of the year again. for rashes. damn.
maybe i should watch less dvds.
to study french numbers now and do the french project. maybe i do the sketches and the copy for the crowbar thing. so where does this leave the bitchs work. damn.
hahas. i didnt study french numbers but i did a little research. i am tired. but i finished stuff for myrtle. hees. quite pleased. maybe this is my little way of serving.
was thinking about downloading music. definitely cheaper, but you dont get the cover and the booklet. so i will continue to buy CDs i guess. hahas.
+clueless
for a long time, i have had no problems with churning out As report. or at least B+. now i absolutely have nothing to write for my advertising campaign report. and class is at nine am tomorrow. iam dying to do well for this subject. for the first time i feel so motivated to do well. i am sure this will be a good semester if i work hard. maybe except vm. that bitch is kinda nice but i dont want her to be that way. she excused us from class because she doesnt want to waste our time. bitches are not like that. i want her to be a bitch. then it will be legitimate reason not to enjoy her class. mr sam oh mr sam. i cant write my report. i think school is killing me slowly. its making me morbid and sorrowful. our first group project started. lo and behold~ as usual, the slackers dont do work and we keep postponing meetings. hahas. i chose to do the slides. which means everyone must finish their work before i can start mine. but that will mean i might miss meteor garden II if mantou still doesnt work by midweek. i intend to call da jie jie to see if she got any solutions for me. i hope shes still at the evil place.
i hate fishes. my brothers fishes are trained as kamikaze pilots. they will start raining on you when they feel like it. and i am always the one who gets scared to death.
three things i am scared of
one/dad
two/fishes. big or small. dead or alive.
three/lizard. ditto
damn.
mum stayed at home today cos grandmas sick. she kinda screws up the way i work in the morn.
the advertising campaign report is bad. very bad.
+school
managed to finish visual literacy in the morning. hahas. kinda bad. but whatever i put into the class, it still looks presentable so i guess it kinda okay.
french is easy. maybe cos i studied. the accents and the extra e. think i got it all right again this time. but i am having problems with the numbers. sighs. un, deux, trois..
ladeedar.
i guess God is still the good Lord even though i cant quite understand Him.
i am kinda pleased with what i have done for myrtle. but the concept aint that clear. but still. i think its quite nice. but i need to draw more!
meeting tomorrow is cancelled. hahas. actually i knew it. after you tried so hard to call me. wheee~
mr sams class tomorrow. assignment undone and i still feel like sleeping. and madam chan, i dont think i can escape from her anymore. i saw mr ronald today and i like meeting him in school. hahas. hes so funny.
sighs. how descriptive.
+sorry
i guess i am in the wrong. i am sorry to give you the cold shoulder. but i am just tired of not being the most important. i know you love me, but i need you to know that i love you a lot too. it pains me to see you unwell or unhappy and especially when i dont know how to help.
sighs.
i want to love life too, like amanda. but i dont even know whats life all about.
surprisingly i am finishing visual literacy faster than i expect. i dont like painting. i like colour pencils. freshly sharpened colour pencils have this nice woody smell. painting stains my clothes. like the darkroom.
why.
