+totally insulted

i really cant believe you would say that sort of things.

i think today is the first time i succeeded in creating a good "game" for the fifty eighth.

we had trust walk. when will you get the girls to hold each others hands. i am so proud of my babies.

they were given partners after a little while that they were alone. nobody was supposed to talk and they were supposed to be very far away from each other. i asked them. most of them were a little bit scared. cos it was so quiet and they are being handicapped by the lack of the sense of sight. when they had partners it felt like they were dependant on each other. one were given the privilege to remove the blindfold and to lead the other person. though they didnt quite know who was holding them, it feels like they trusted the person. i made the blindfolded one sing a song to her guide. reminded me of denise and me in camp discovery. i sang shine jesus shine for her. she said i sounded like a chicken. hahas. thanks babe. at the end i asked whether they enjoyed themselves. they said they did. they were sitting with their partners in the classroom and their partners are not people in their clique. can you imagine my joy! it was the first time that i didnt attempt to break them apart and they did it! all credit belongs to the Father. He will provide for us and i am slowly beginning to see it. todays the first time. and i will work harder to plan games to break them up and to build them together. and when that finally happens, i know its time for me to say bye to the fifty eighth. really excited!

ndp preview. whoa. with my bro and little darling. had fun. lots of it. we played a bit with the children behind us and they are so adorable. the people in front of us didnt quite like us, but i dont quite like them too. so its okay. hahs.

we took the wrong way back. my little darl felt tired so i carried the goodie packs. damn heavy. went for dinner and on the way saw my brother. couldnt contain my excitement, i started screaming for him. he felt kinda embarassed i guess.

i have two brothers. other than their faces, they are kinda different. my oldest brother is like a friend. hes smart and hes my role model except for his worse-than-mine temper. hes one of the top three student in school though nobody expects him to do well cos he was kind of a jc reject. he failed english and couldnt get in. my older bro is like an ouxiang. very cool kind. i realised that he worked full time while studying and manage to get his diploma in six semesters. thats something i cant do. he is very proud. very independant. i am very proud of him too. and i wanna get to know him more but i am scared to talk to him. sighs.

i am tired. i wanna sleep

could you all pray that one of the people involved in ndp would not be able to make it on the actual day. so i can see someone.

oooohh.. one more thing. starbucks anyone? monday? tuesday? anyday? at shaw?

God is good, all the time