this morning. i cried.
"When the oceans rise and thunders roar/ I will soar with you above the storm/ Father you are King over the flood/ I will be still and know You are God"
+hey ian
i gotta say sorry to the girls today. i dont mean to look upset, in fact i was glad to see all of ya after so long. but it was hard to smile. i will smile alot the next activity okay? thank you william. but i really got no courage to continue that conversation. todays jf papas birthday. happy birthday dude. i was really tired so i purposely took this long bus ride to marine parade so i could sleep on the bus. i like sleeping on the bus. the moving bus makes it feel so comfy to sleep. i went to the library. then i went to starbucks. then i thought of ian. strange. but i wanted to buy him coffeee. but he probably wouldnt appear in marine parade. so i gave up on that idea. but the coffee treat will still be there. anytime i am free. hes my french tutor. if you see me messaging frantically on a monday or wednesday, its him. cos i probably dont know how to do my homework. so people. please help. do this survey: http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.asp?u=66515608972 thank you so much. i was reading my mates post about mugging in the library. i dont quite like it too. librarys are meant for sleeping. and borrowing books. i went with gie and buns to starbucks. but i didnt want to listen to buns. i actually enjoyed the murmurings in the background, the clinking of spoons against cups, children running. i like the place. i wrote a lot today in gie. i like gie. sam says gie is nice. i agree with him. a lot of people think gie is nice. yeah. when gie finishes. i will buy another one. the name. not sure yet. gie makes me less rigid when i write. the letters are of different height. they tilt at different angles. and theres curls in the g and the y. hahas. i really hate visual literacy. i dont like the lecturer. she bitches to her students about mr wong. strange. not like we can do anything. i really like this song. maybe ian can sing it the next time he does worship. The universe is at Your feet/Gives You praise/Evermore/The stars will light the sky for You/Always/God be praised/And we sing/The Lord is on high/The Lord is on high/I adore You/I adore You/And there's none that compares/To Your majesty O Lord/I adore You/I adore You/And I stand/In wonder of Your love/We will crown You/King forever/Living Saviour/Jesus Redeemer/Lord of Heaven/Robed in majesty/Crowned in glory/Creation adores You/Holy Holy/God almighty/And forever the Lord is exalted/Hear the angels/Shout His anthem/Ever-living/God we adore You/i adore: reuben morgan
+i hate blackheads
hahs. i think i am going ye this sunday. hmm. i was sleeping on the bus on my way home today. got freaked out when schoolmates said hi. cos we dont say hi even in school. but its kinda nice. when i keep quiet and dont look at you when i talk and keeps going to the loo or keeps tearing things. it means that i think our conversation is meaningless. there is no point going on. so people. please learn this. i am going to monitor buns charging and go to bed. todays alisons birthday. happy birthday girl. peiqi. i am sorry. thank you amanda and shu. i realised that i have been tearing reading the newspaper lately. either i be stronger or i stop reading newspapers.
+thankful
a smiley thursday that left me burdened. looking at my works make me feel inadequate. its not comparing anymore but its that feeling of being unable to satisfy yourself. i said bye to a schoolmate that i hardly say hi to. what does that mean. i wonder. we are more keen to get away than get closer. a couple of people who is so close to my heart now is the support that God has given to me. thank you da jie. angel. kinsing. thank you Lord. i wanna go watch my meteor garden vcd. hahas. thats the me that you guys know i guess.
+wednesdays
i would like to inform the world that wednesdays are good days to meet me too cos wednesday is now known as happy wednesday. i think french lesson makes me happy. i like jerome. praise God! IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG!IHATEYOUSIMONTANG! i will curse you all my life. you stupid detestable salesman.
for the people from foxtrot who went for national camp twenty o four.
i was made so displeased that i deleted all the pictures from my computer that i have taken of you for national camp without making copies. it was a tough decision to make but i couldnt help it. please do not try to ask me for them anymore because i really do not have them. and its very likely that i would ignore you if you do so. i tried to put them up as soon as i could but i had my constraints. you are not the only ones who have school and projects and tests. i hoped that you could be patient, but since you cannot manage that, i thought it would be better if they didnt exist. this decision has made me a happier person. i am so sorry that i have to build my happiness upon your loss. |
